I’m here in Toronto canada for world pride this week more to follow
So what to say. it was like… mardi gras. some of the silliest things amused me. Trojan condoms booth that kept inserting “TROJAN MAN!!” into whatever song they were playing. Rooftop super soaker snipers. Every party (except the Conservatives) trying to recruit voters.
Silly of the Consies. I’m a mostly a ‘red Tory’ myself. Guess I don’t match up to Harper’s ‘Vision’.
Police forces of all types including CSIS and the RCMP with recruiting booths. (how times have changed) I tried to recruit back for the legion.
I attended the day time street celebrations and meant to go out Sunday night in my ‘discoball’ dress.
It was a hit last year at the pride after party and partly responsible for not letting my boyself lock my back up in my locker.
but I don’t know if it was the heat sunday or getting dehydrated saturday but I ended pretty much spending the day in bed. bleah.
Still a good time.
That evening while I waited for the bus. I overheard what I can only describe as a male bag lady saying “Hard Labour will straiten them out’ so I asked him why ‘they’ needing straightening. aparantly it was because ‘they’ were always protesting. But pride isn’t a protest I told him, it’s a celebration. The conversation continued. Some attitudes just have to be outlived. From the looks of it in his case that won’t be long. Mean of me to say perhaps but. it was an unpleasant capper to a beautiful day.
I Just did a “delete local content” of my steam version of skyrim. Neither it nor my most recent save are ‘gone’ thanks to steam and the cloud.. BUT.
I’ll have to make a conscious sit down effort to play that game rather than have it handy.
Which means maybe I’ll get back into my habit of going to the Gym nearly every day.
I’ve had the game active for I think three days. and it’s already eaten at least 12 hours of those days.
did I make it too hard to comment when I set up this blog?
I would post this to facebook but well I don’t want it generally out there for an employer to read.
This isn’t really a transgender thing, but i need to vent and to analyze…
I woke up with vim and vigour which soon turn into a fit of highly distracted and scattered ‘creativity’ that is usual the sign of a bipolar ‘up’ state. Then I started feeling flushed and headachy as I tried to focus on stuff I had to do for and before work.
Some where in there I noticed my inability to focus and started to worry about ‘being sick’ then I started to worry about worrying and began to really stress out about my inability to stop stressing out. THEN I noticed the symptoms of a blood sugar low and tested myself for a BGC (blood glucose count, Not Bubble Gum Crisis) of 2.8 (less than four is an emergency) I treated that with sugar pills and an heavier bit of food.
But by then I had no choice, I called in sick to work…WHICH I REALLY DIDN’T WANT TO DO. and found out, looking at my phone, that my doctor wanted to see me over concerns about some recent blood work.
Writing this all out has helped chill me out. and it seems so lame in dry text… but… I was in spin dry for a but there.
Thanks for your patient. I now return you to your regular blog.